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Foresight of the end to which
"the narrow gate" (that is, the life of asceticism) leads him, the
"difficult path" of monasticism draws him fills those beautiful eyes with the
certitude of heavenly bliss awaiting him in the kingdom of heaven. For such a vision he
was able to endure all with perseverance and without laziness.
The vision these eyes perceived
brought him to despise the pleasures of this world. This does not imply that he in any way
"deprived" himself. No, rather, his desires themselves were turned to one point,
to God Who alone can fill and satisfy the human heart. In this alone do we properly
understand Christian asceticism. This world can never satisfy man, because "Whoever
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As for Saint Anthony, his vision had shown him the Fountain of Living
Water Himself, so he had no need to seek to quench his thirst in this world. Here the icon
and Saint Athanasius agree when he reports in his Life Saint Anthony saying, 'And let
none turn back as Lot's wife did, especially since the Lord said, 'No one who puts his hand
to the plow and turns back is fit for the kingdom of heaven.' Now 'turning back'is
nothing exceptfeeling regret and once more thinking about things in the world.
" (Life,20). And also, "But the promise of eternal life is purchased for
very little." (Life, 16).
Indeed, we are not alone
in our attraction to the spiritual beauty we see in the Saint's eyes, for just as with
this icon, Saint Athanasius tells us his face was full of glory: "His face had a
great and marvelous grace, and this favor he had from the Savior, for ~f he was present
with a great number of monks, and someone who had not formerly met him wished to see him,
immediately on arriving, he would pass by the others and run to him, as though drawn by
his eyes. It was not his physical dimensions that distinguished him from the rest, but the
stability of character and the purity of the soul. His soul being free of confusion, he
held his outer senses also undisturbed, so that from the soul's joy, his face was cheerful
as well, and from the movements of the body, it was possible to sense and perceive the
stable condition of the soul, as it is written, 'When the heart rejoices, the countenance
is cheerful; but when it is in sorrow, the countenance is sad.'(Prov. 15:13). " (Life
67).
But the icon reveals even
more spiritual qualities of the Saint in its inimitable language of symbol and gesture.
His white beard, for example, shows us more than his years, although Saint Anthony did
indeed live to a ripe old age. It stands instead to remind us of his dignity as an elder,
or, better, the wisdom of an elder that he possessed even in his relative youth. Just to
choose to follow the monastic life was borne of this wisdom, not to mention his triumphs
over the wars and deceptions of Satan, his patient perseverance through all his struggles,
or his profound doctrine and insightful spiritual counsel. In fact, to this day those
monks who display such wisdom are called elders no matter what their age.
The icon teaches us even
more about not only Saint Anthony but also the Christian ascetic life itself in the way it
presents the image of the Saint. We notice that although he is shown to be thin from his
ascetic struggles, he is not excessively so. In this we are taught that Orthodoxy
conceives the purpose of asceticism as not to destroy or harm the body but only to control
the passions and to redirect them.
Saint Athanasius
demonstrates the same lesson in his verbal icon of the Saint's life, 'And when they
beheld him, they were amazed to see that his body had maintained its former condition,
neither fat from lack of exercise nor emaciated from fasting and combat with demons.
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